You know I smoked a lot of grass
and I've popped a lot of pills
But I've never done nothing
that my spirit couldn't kill
And I walk around with these
tombstones in my eyes
But I know the pusher don't
care, if you live or if you die
And I said, God damn, God damn
that Bible pushin' man
Godamn, Godamn, Godamn, Godamn,
God damn.
Can't read, can't clear my mind
So here I go I've got to get
into this lifetime
I think I'm gonna build a fence
To keep inside what little
sense
The sense of taste
The sense of smell
The sense to sit here and feel
like hell
To feel like hell
The sun, the moon, the stars
Is that what you're thinking
that you are
As I'll disintegrate over time
If I expect my Body to try
and keep up with my mind
Today everything's mine
Today everything's mine
Today everything's mine
All over a bowl of bitter beans
All over a bowl of bitter beans
And outside way, way up high
I got a quarter moon mist
hanging' over me
And now, I want that rocking
chair outta there
Cause he's no longer living
here
It's no longer needed here
All over a bowl of bitter beans
All over a bowl of bitter beans
And I got a corner store and
that's all the more
For me to praise upon the holidays
And now I'll close my eyes
really, really tight
and make you all go away,
I'll make you all go all go
away
And I'll pull the trigger and
make it all go away
And I'll make it all go away,
I'll make it all go away
And I don't understand why I
sleep all God damn day
All that I do, is read a book
to stay awake
It rips my life away
It rips my life away
And it rips my life away
And it will rip your life away
She was my soul one
She felt she was the only one
She was the sun, the sky blue
eyes
She was my soul one
Inside, pain in my heart often
made her cry
Outside, I cursed the birds
and the sugar sky
How long take to realize she's
the one
How long until I find my lost
and lonely soul one
She was my soul one
She felt like the only one
She was the sun, the sky blue
eyes
She was my soul one
Should of never taken the time
'Cause I found myself living
a lonely lie
You said, you left to find
yourself
But I never, no I never got
the chance to say good-bye
She was my soul one I though
she was.......
If I was to smile and I held
out my hand
If I opened it now would you
not understand
Because you know if I'm to
benefit I'll do everything that I can
And who of you are like me
It will make you feel good,
over my shoulder
It'll get me down and got me
tied up
'Till I grow older, but feel
me inside of you
Like you want it to
But is it just the pains in
your head
That are thrilling me
Another life's falling down
onto it's knees
But I'll never smile the way,
that I did like that day
Everything will be Okay
Everything will be Okay
It'll be Okay.
Life ain't so shitty
There's a lot that you can
be
And ain't it a pity
But its alright to smile back
at me
And if we both go there
We can count on problems that
we might not necessarily
Come in contact with do you
know where I'm coming from
I've got a lump in my throat
So I'll keep hold of hope
Oh yeah, Oh yeah
I've got a lump in my throat
And it makes it hard to swallow
That's why we'll crawl to walk
for running
Oh there's not so much more
in store
That's why we'll never, ever
divide
I've got a lump in my throat
So, I'll keep hold of hope
Oh yeah, Oh yeah
I've got a lump in my throat
And it makes it hard to swallow
Telling me winning is now or
never
Seems like nobody really cares
Because they're just killing
my time
They're just killing my time
Don't you know they're just
killing my time
Knees knelt, I got my arms open
wide
I got the shades turned, so
the colors die
No, don't hold too tight to
the reel
Cause it's a big one boy
Its' gonna pull you down now
Pull you down now
No, the cook can't look
No, the cook can't look
No, no cause he's keeping his
eye on the kettle
In deed he will be around
When you or you or you feel
the need to feel
Pull you down now
Well I live more than what you'll
ever know
But I'll give you more than
what I'll ever show
I live more than what you'll
ever know
And I give you more that what
I'll ever show
More than I'll ever show
More than I'll ever show
More than I'll ever show
More than I'll ever show
More than I'll ever show
More than I'll ever show
But if I could buy the sky,
that's hanging
over this bed of mine
If I could climb these vines
and maybe see what you're seeing
If you were standing' on the
corner staring straight
into the eyes of Jesus Christ
One porch, one dog, one cockroach
only one way to be
I got sewage fruit and it's
growing out back from roots
I don't know if they belong
to me
But if I could buy the sky that's
hanging
over this bed of mine
And if I could climb these
vines
and maybe see what you're seeing
Sitting at the edge of this
building,
Twenty stories below, twenty
stories below
Twenty stories below
Twenty stories below
I can't tell you, how many ways
that I've sat
and viewed my life today, but
I can tell you
I don't think that I can find
an easier way
So if I see you walking hand
in hand in hand
with a three armed man, you
know I'll understand
But you should have been in
my shoes yesterday
You should have been in my
shoes yesterday
D- I- E- D
Oh, that's what has happened
to you
G - R - E - E - D
Well, there is nothing more
to take
Pour the red wine
Watch the news, maybe ventilate
I pledge allegiance
So laddy why don't you come
on over here
Letters from the porcupine
They'll stick straight through
you
So read one anytime
You think you've made mistakes
Now we'll wait for later
Maybe the next in line will
be
Someone who's Daddy's blood
Ran out next to Bush and to
be him